what on earth is that green thing following my right foot

everything in my focus

has a perfect resonant place

this has me clearing and using 

my ATP to counter entropy

i have 31 pairs of shoes

or in that general direction

and every pair has a home

shares a space with a clone

and i know when someone has borrowed this pair

because it is playing with a different tribe

i have 5 denim jackets

they all have an order

my skirts

jeans I wont even attempt

and then there's books

and pillow design

i like to think im sensitive

to vibrational energy

but i notice a compulsion

i like the pleasance in order

and am threatened by the chaos

i cannot wait to get rid of it

to have little that needs a place

and slower see saw through the cap

of possessions.

do you understand

there seems to be a guilt

when i decide on something

change something

in my interest

fuck it

what is proper when pandering

till way past that moment of noticed

exhaustion

trying to be a version of that

instead of an identity of this

good 

bad

god

do you understand