Friday, August 28, 2009

zahara - lets look at 27

I find it interesting that david never wrote if god is my light and my salvation then I will not fear. it is already here like olam habah waiting to be realized. god is my strength whom shall i dread. archaicly this means to regard with awe. so perhaps it is not a question of whom shall i dread externally if god is my strength but that god is my strength whom I shall be in awe of.

what is light
salvation
strength

salvation gives the sense that we live in eternity now. but light can bring that back to a point which to follow, a guide, and so it is a distant Thing.
and the strength, to not forget thee oh jerusalem.

this is still blurry in moments

we see wrong with the world which could be seeing wrong with ourself in projection.
and so tikkun nefesh/tikkun olam is a perfecting in this worldd. my tehillim book writes before this tehila that david wants to study torah all day so that he may reach perfection and gain merit in the world to come.
all this now for then bothers me some
torah is truth...in any form perhaps. some resonance in which you realise god or love or ein sof and if you study this all day then it is the world to come.

but what is god?

proceed when ready

post script: GOOD SHABBES LABBES

1 comment:

zahara said...

Gems, Faryn. Pearls. I miss you so much.