Monday, September 14, 2009

neither here

if i dont want to be here
and dont want to be here
when i am there
and there is here
will i not want to be there then?

where do i want
and what is this wanting business?

i want to paint again.
to wake up and walk to my window streaming with light
and just wonder,gazed
until the kettle whistles.

i want to speak to the lavender
and listen to the orchids blossom.
i want to pick apples and eat them
and feed them to my love.

am i nagging?

1 comment:

Ankita said...

our wanting is neither here nor there, our happiness isnt situational, yet some soil speaks to the soul louder than other. i miss you, faryna.