Sunday, November 22, 2009

adam kadmon - prime evil man

if ever i see you again
know that i will love you like i did
and i do
even though this time has passed
and i have broken many teacups
and eaten many jelly beans.
because when i remember you
and i remember so rarely now
the same strangeness heats my neck
and my chest
like a sling shot taut.
but what has grown is the puzzle
and as each peace is fit
pictures clarify.
maybe when you are old
you will tell me why it hurt
or why we needed to pass notes through a thicken wooden door
and kiss with our eyes closed
ah our lips
and feeling as if this was everything
and your loving me
even if we didnt know what it was
and opening my mind
like a video game
i thought youd have killed yourself by now
and i cried for you when you did
i liked being you
and waiting
and talking in the rain
and bicycles
and fitting just right in all the wonder places
your breathing
fingertips
it is good to remember
sometimes

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