lychees, shehech

unwrapping christmas
no, birthday. only you of importance.
apprehension, expectation
sweetness, sweltered

no. 254 keep it simple

what. economically. socially. emotionally. poetically.
festively?

it comes to the Question again and again.
the attempt to break down the movements into concise, scheduled explanations
the inability to, or wavering from, just

if i had a field of poppies
id scream
id scream
and exhausted
id collapse and make a wish

have the chemicals expired
the -onins and -anols

are you really fucking listening
faryn, can you hear me
can you me, faryn

like alice coming out of the maze of cards

the song plays over and over in my head
and i can tell you its playing
but you cannot hear it
unless we sing it together

who is we
and when we will find

i am alone in this
you are alone in this
and we are - two -
too

words...

i met a girl from portugal
i loved the way words rolled off her tongue
she could have been speaking about the traffic
and i could have closed my eyes and heard orchestras playing

i wonder how the resonance sounded in her head
and if my pee's and queue's sounded as cascasive

the days open confusingly
with no desk to meet at eight
or class to ride to (mmm)

it is mine
and that scares me
it scares me that they seem wasteful
uneventful
and defensive

here in the coccoon of pollutes

give me the strength
or the drug
to accept the things
and the wisdom
indifferent

the moon isnt full, im not bleeding
but im here
i hear
and the rains have come

i want to remember that now is all there is
whether i use that or dont
to make every now
and not just have every now

im learning greed
and shame

love comes within this
love can be anything
nailpolishes, incense, apples

heat

im learning anger
discomfort

survival

and this all came from my first lychee